Anxiety Stricken
 
Screenplay
 
                                       Written by
           
                                       ferf ziamond
                                 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
                                           
                                                 FADE IN     
INT. APARTMENT - NIGHT

    

     Two burnout teenagers, BAGGER and NOPOLY sit in a    smoke filled abandoned apartment. Cartoons on the television, volume on full blast, beer cans spread   around. A Monopoly game board sits on the floor with      the money and pieces unorganized.

      

     Two typical mafia type gangsters, GHADO and ALFONZO burst through the door.

 

     Ghado the taller of the two smirks, a horse voice.

 

                   GHADO

          Feeling anxious boys?

 

     The two have a look around.

 

                   GHADO (CONT.)

          Have a good time at the

          party? Now it’s time to

          pay up.

 

 

INT. CAR - DAY

    

     JIM PICKANEY, late thirties, behind the wheel, KELLY      WHELMIN and son KEVVY sleep in the back seat. Jim narrates.

    

                   JIM’S VOICE

          The three of us, my lovely

          yet un-understanding wife

          Kelly, her son Kevvy, and

          myself approach our final

          destination. Un-understanding

          may not be a word, however

          it explains Kelly perfectly,

          in my eyes anyway. You’ll

          understand when the time

          comes. We drove from

          Hillsboro Ohio just outside

          of Cincinnati and are

          arriving to our new little

          home four hundred and

          thirty miles away in

          Lenoir North Carolina.

          We pulled fifteen year old

          Kevvy away from his good

          friend Marshal who he grew

          up with. Our family is

          quite close with Marshal

          and his mom. Four hundred

          and thirty miles will

          decide how close we remain.

 

     They drive down a main road, storefronts, restaurants     and a BOWLING ALLEY just before the turn off.

 

                   JIM’S VOICE (CONT.)

          I remember bowling.

 

     The landscape is lush, children play on long lawns   leading up to well crafted newly built homes. One   stands out, a one story ranch, tanish in color,   cultivated lawn, white picket fence.

 

                   JIM’S VOICE (CONT.)

          There’s ours. A window

          next to the garage tempts

          me to call the room my

          office. A view of the

          street, that works for me.

          I am a cartoonist, yes, I

          draw pictures and scribble

          a joke underneath, I call

          it a job and I still allow

          myself to get stressed.

          Yep, I‘m the guy that

          average workers want to

          slap across the head and

          say, give me a break pansy!

          For the record it’s not

          the job that works me to

          a frenzy, it’s the thoughts

          eating away at my hopeless

          brain. A pansy in a frenzy.

 

     Jim looks to the back seat.

 

                   JIM

          Honey, we’re home!

    

     Kelly rubs her eyes.

 

                   KELLY

          Wow. It’s still as

          beautiful as it was three   

          weeks ago.

 

     Kevvy stretches and grunts.

 

                   KEVVY

          What the hell is this under

          my ass? Ow! Shoot it’s the

          damn seat belt buckle.

 

                   KELLY

          Watch your mouth!

 

                   KEVVY

          I didn’t curse ma.

 

                   KELLY

          You said damn.

 

                   KEVVY

          So?

 

                   JIM

          Welcome home guys.

 

                   KEVVY

          Great Jim. Shall we get our

          gloves and throw the ball

          around now?

         

                   JIM

          If that’s what you want

          to do smartass.

 

                   KEVVY

          See mom. That’s where I

          get it.

 

                   KELLY

          Jim.

 

                   JIM

          Relax Kelly. Look at this

          place.

 

EXT. DRIVEWAY

    

     They walk up to the front door.

 

INT. HOUSE

    

     Inside is gorgeous. Wood floors, ceiling fans, a view     of a lake out back from the large sliding glass doors.

    

                   KELLY

          Where’s Kevvy?

 

                   JIM

          He just went that way.

 

                   KELLY

          Kevvy?

 

                   KEVVY

          What?

 

                   KELLY

          Where are you?

 

                   KEVVY

          I’m in my room.

 

INT. BEDROOM

 

     Kevvy lies down, his back on the floor with legs     crossed while reading a motorcycle magazine.

 

INT. HALL

 

                   JIM

          I have to take a walk.

 

                   KELLY

          Jim, don’t start this crap

          again.

 

                   JIM

          I’ll be right back.

 

     Jim walks to the sliding glass door, exits.

 

EXT. YARD

 

     He walks along the lake.

 

                   JIM’S VOICE

          I escape towards the lake.

          I don’t know why I get

          this feeling but it’s not

          the first time. I begin to

          panic and I don’t have a

          reason to panic. I am

          fearing made up things in

          my mind. I’m dizzy, shaky,

          hot, cold, confused. I

          don’t want to walk too

          close to the lake for

          fear that I may jump in.

          If Kevvy was next to me,

          would I push him in? What

          about Kelly? The thoughts

          race. Am I losing my mind?

          What the hell is wrong

          with me? I try not to cry

          or make an ass of myself.

          I feel a tear. I would

          let it drop so not to

          draw attention but no one

          is around so I wipe it.

          What if I had a real job?

          In an office in the city.

          I’d have to walk or run

          away whenever I felt this

          way. What if I worked on

          a construction site? I

          could end up killing myself.

          Or at a store assisting

          customers. I could

          embarrass myself. How would

          I handle that? Could I

          handle that? Would I have

          to be put away?

    

DREAM SEQUENCE
 
INT. RUBBER ROOM
 
      Jim sits at the end of a bed wearing a straight  jacket. He sways back and forth.
 
INT. HOUSE – DAY
        

     Jim and Kevvy sit in Kevvy’s room at a poker table Jim sips wine, Kevvy, a soda. Kevvy’s eyes raise from the       magazine.

 

                        KEVVY

            Fun trip Jim?

 

                        JIM

            It wasn’t so bad. You guys

            slept through the beautiful

            parts.

 

                        KEVVY

            Not that trip. You’re

            attack by the lake.

 

                        JIM

            Shhhh! Your mother!

 

                        KEVVY

            She’s out.

 

                        JIM

            I know but you never know.

 

                        KEVVY

            Thanks for making sense.

 

     Kevvy looks back down at the magazine. Jim smiles.

 

                        JIM

            It wasn’t enjoyable.

 

                        KEVVY

            I could tell.

 

     He looks over the magazine.

 

                        KEVVY (CONT.)

            You gotta do something

            about that. It’s scary. I

            know you tried everything

            but this is crazy.

 

                        JIM

            Don’t say crazy.

 

                        KEVVY

            You know what I mean.

 

                        JIM

            I have to look into more

            solutions.

 

                        JIM’S VOICE

            I am doubtful as to there

            being any solutions. I

            don’t want to be so

            negative in front of the

            kid though. He lost his

            father for God’s sake. He

            doesn’t need his dad’s

            replacement snapping out

            or bringing him down.

 

DREAM SEQUENCE

 

EXT. BUILDING

 

     A FIREMAN runs into a burning building. Grabs a child, carries the child to a window, hands the child to      another FIREMAN.

 

                        JIM’S VOICE (CONT.)

            He lost his dad, a fireman

            who saved a child before

            going back into a building

            to die himself. A hero.

 

     The building smolders. Smoke blows from the window.

 

                        JIM’S VOICE (CONT.)

            How can I ask this kid to

            call me dad? His dad was

            a hero for crying out loud.

 

INT. BEDROOM

 

     In a child’s room, YOUNG KEVVY and his FATHER sit on a bed looking through a magazine. Young Kevvy wears a    fire helmet.

 

                        JIM’S VOICE (CONT.)

 

            The only memory he has of

            his dad is that motorcycle

            magazine. Maybe if he did

            call me dad all these

            weird feelings would go

            away. If it wasn’t for

            that child burning in

            that building, we wouldn’t

            have what we have now.

            Why was I put into this

            poor kid’s life? There

            has to be a reason. I

            over analyze as always.

 

BACK TO SCENE

 

     Kelly enters. She puts down her packages by the door    and rambles on.

 

                        KELLY

            Kevvy, I saw a bunch of

            kids skateboarding, cute

            girls watching. A pizza

            place down the road. I

            picked up these little

            decorations.

 

     A ceramic bird and glass ornaments.

 

                        KELLY (CONT.)

            There is other stuff in

            the car. Give me a hand

            guys.

 

     Kevvy claps.

 

                        KELLY (CONT.)

            Not that kind of hand. I

            ordered some furniture.

            The stores are so nice.

            The people are friendly.

            The air is pure. Why

            didn’t we do this sooner?

 

                        KEVVY

            It’s a treat ma.

 

EXT. DRIVEWAY
        

     Kevvy follows her to the car.

 

                        KELLY

            I spoke to your grandmother.

            She’ll be here in two days.

 

     Jim begins to follow with the words echoing.

 

                        KELLY’S VOICE

            She’ll be here in two days.

 

                        JIM’S VOICE

            The words bounce around my

            brain uncontrollably.

            Couldn’t I get away from

            these people for at least

            a week? Why did we come

            here? My mind becomes

            clogged.

 

                        KELLY’S VOICE

            Two days.

 

                        JIM’S VOICE

            I need to sit.

 

     Jim crouches on the grass. Kelly is not pleased.

 

                        KELLY

            What now?

 

                        KEVVY

            Let him relax ma. He drove

            a long way.

 

                        JIM’S VOICE

            Kevvy to my rescue. I knew

            I liked this kid for a

            reason. I wish he could

            call me dad. Why did his

            father die? Am I going to

            die? How am I going to

            die?

 

     Jim sits pulling blades of grass from the ground. He    looks upward.

 

DREAM SEQUENCE

 

EXT. SKY

 

     Clouds form figures. A baby, an angel.

 

                        JIM’S VOICE (CONT.)

            When I die do I just

            go away like it was before

            I was born? Nothing?

 

     The clouds turn dark.

 

EXT. CLIFF

 

     A man jumps.